[He likes hearing it. The words ring in his ears like something he hadn't known he'd needed (mine, and he could turn the sound of it over again and again between his fingers as if studying a banded ring and never tire of the way it feels for pressure), blooming in fine features and settling warm into the tips of his sharp ears; those places where he's gone more flush than when he's sucking cock: pink across the bridge of his nose, the bow of his lips, the shell of his ear and the underside of his slim throat— bare and slightly bobbing when he swallows, smiling (stupidly) against the press of every nudge.
There's little danger in this world of theirs that doesn't come from within. Nobility fears the greed of common rabble readily enough, but it's their own greed that poisons entire lineages at the root, and shunts its heirs in vain disgrace. The sort of thing Fenris reasonably can't safeguard against, and the sort of thing he can't— without seizing his established place— protect Fenris from in turn.
But....
(His fingers sink a little deeper under rough-edged fabric. His opposing hand roams higher, burying itself in silver hair and clutching, emblematic of the kind of selfishness he was born to know. The kind of selflessness he wasn't.)]
It means whatever pain you've known before you and I met?
You won't know it again.
[And he still feels the echo of their first discussion, outlining all the things he was told he couldn't promise, undercutting the sincerity swept across his lips as they harass dusk-kissed, sunset skin— but he wants it to be true. Enough that there's nothing he wouldn't give to make it so, and underneath that lens of limitless desire, maybe it could be, he tells himself. Maybe it is.
So it is, he thinks again, letting the pressure of their ankles pinch a little more, grasping.] Because you'll always have a magistrate under your thumb and in your bed, ready to condemn the world itself at your request.
[His laugh is mild, it pushes back against Fenris' buried profile, warm as sunlight.]
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There's little danger in this world of theirs that doesn't come from within. Nobility fears the greed of common rabble readily enough, but it's their own greed that poisons entire lineages at the root, and shunts its heirs in vain disgrace. The sort of thing Fenris reasonably can't safeguard against, and the sort of thing he can't— without seizing his established place— protect Fenris from in turn.
But....
(His fingers sink a little deeper under rough-edged fabric. His opposing hand roams higher, burying itself in silver hair and clutching, emblematic of the kind of selfishness he was born to know. The kind of selflessness he wasn't.)]
It means whatever pain you've known before you and I met?
You won't know it again.
[And he still feels the echo of their first discussion, outlining all the things he was told he couldn't promise, undercutting the sincerity swept across his lips as they harass dusk-kissed, sunset skin— but he wants it to be true. Enough that there's nothing he wouldn't give to make it so, and underneath that lens of limitless desire, maybe it could be, he tells himself. Maybe it is.
So it is, he thinks again, letting the pressure of their ankles pinch a little more, grasping.] Because you'll always have a magistrate under your thumb and in your bed, ready to condemn the world itself at your request.
[His laugh is mild, it pushes back against Fenris' buried profile, warm as sunlight.]
Or take a glass to the head for you. Either one.