[It's less of a starry-eyed promise this time, Fenris thinks— or maybe he's just learned more about Astarion, and all the ways in which his resolve can be steely if he so wishes. Bratty and rich and spoiled to an indulgent fault, oh, yes, but not stupid. Not naive, not the way some of his peers are, thinking themselves worldly because they've seen so much through the lens of magitech. I'll keep you safe, I'll keep you in comfort, and it isn't a blanket promise, waving away all the dangers and pitfalls of the world.
It's comforting. Loving. Adoring, and just as earnest as Fenris' own promise was: nothing will harm you, not so long as it's within my power to keep you safe.
What more can he ask for?
It's different than last time. Or he's different— or maybe it's just that they know each other so much better now, and there's a foundation to build those promises upon. It means that when Astarion laughs, warm and sweet, everything in Fenris alights, another wave of adoration crashing over him like an endless tsunami, dizzying in the best way.]
Well, not that . . . I would prefer your skull intact, even if it comes at an insult to my pride.
[A tease to hide just how endearing he finds that offer, his cheeks warm for the memory. He's growing brighter, though he doesn't realize it just yet: nanites shifting in response to his mood, the rush of adrenaline and dopamine making him incrementally brighter by the second. He tips his head back and rumbles out a soft groan, pleased by the way slender fingers tighten their grip and keep him close.]
I will not deny the power thrills me . . . but it's Astarion Ancunín that I enjoy having in my bed, not a magistrate.
[He does not truly think it needs to be said, so there's no real urgency in his tone— but still. It matters that he articulates it, and fights to catch Astarion's eye, underscoring the point (albeit hazily, distracted by liquor and that thrilling, leashing grip on his hair).
But catch Astarion's eye means looking down at him again, drinking in the flush that colors his nose and cheeks and bare throat . . . and oh, Fenris can't help but soften all over again, endeared by the sight of his little magistrate.]
You aim to spoil me?
[Tell me, little one, as he slides his fingers so lightly against the line of one sharp ear. Tell me how you'll keep me safe and comfortable, as Fenris tries very hard to see if he can distract his lover through touch alone.]
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It's comforting. Loving. Adoring, and just as earnest as Fenris' own promise was: nothing will harm you, not so long as it's within my power to keep you safe.
What more can he ask for?
It's different than last time. Or he's different— or maybe it's just that they know each other so much better now, and there's a foundation to build those promises upon. It means that when Astarion laughs, warm and sweet, everything in Fenris alights, another wave of adoration crashing over him like an endless tsunami, dizzying in the best way.]
Well, not that . . . I would prefer your skull intact, even if it comes at an insult to my pride.
[A tease to hide just how endearing he finds that offer, his cheeks warm for the memory. He's growing brighter, though he doesn't realize it just yet: nanites shifting in response to his mood, the rush of adrenaline and dopamine making him incrementally brighter by the second. He tips his head back and rumbles out a soft groan, pleased by the way slender fingers tighten their grip and keep him close.]
I will not deny the power thrills me . . . but it's Astarion Ancunín that I enjoy having in my bed, not a magistrate.
[He does not truly think it needs to be said, so there's no real urgency in his tone— but still. It matters that he articulates it, and fights to catch Astarion's eye, underscoring the point (albeit hazily, distracted by liquor and that thrilling, leashing grip on his hair).
But catch Astarion's eye means looking down at him again, drinking in the flush that colors his nose and cheeks and bare throat . . . and oh, Fenris can't help but soften all over again, endeared by the sight of his little magistrate.]
You aim to spoil me?
[Tell me, little one, as he slides his fingers so lightly against the line of one sharp ear. Tell me how you'll keep me safe and comfortable, as Fenris tries very hard to see if he can distract his lover through touch alone.]